Friday, May 29, 2009

Waiting again

Haih, have to wait again. How much i would like to be at home so much more now. It is really not the time for me to be in this lab anymore. feel like its for the new generation to do the the job and for me to be back home :p.

Anyway i'll be on my way to Malaka next week :) . then on my way home with my parents. this might be one of the last time me meeting my cousins together. so making it there will meant a lot to me. Hopefully i can make it there without too much struggle.

About the last post, i hv already make up my mind on what i hv to do. I'll be bringing the project back home and hopefully make full use of the time given. i have already prepare the parts that could be taken home. So good luck to me.

Arh... but really wish not to bring it back. then can do others things back home :p .

And don't worry, i am already use to that room for now. At least i know i'll be there only awhile more, yay^^.

And i am so happy, at last she have finish her exam this semester. Can't wait to spend some time with her again. Hopefully she will be happy to have me around.

Thats all i think. really don't know what to blog. so just post something while waiting.
p.s. still waiting....

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Scary dream go away

This morning, i had a scariest dream ever. 1st of all, it was just about reversing the cars from a parking lot to get back home of sth. but then in the car, there were a package of books. i was curious of that, therefore i went to look at one by one.

It was kind of irritating looking at the books. it was books with ghostly cover picture on it. it was not nice to look at, but it shouldn't scare me.

What really scare me was the time i open my eyes. I was in a new room. In a new block. in a new environment. Shock by the moment, i close my eyes. All that i can feel was the wind by the fan blowing, my heart pumping, and feeling the heat building up under the blanket.

I don't know what to think. There was no roommate. no one by my side. i wish that there could be someone by my side. my parents, brothers, or friends. i try to calm myself down by saying prayers, it didn't help too much as i forgot the words.

Then i begin to turn my body from side to side slowly, opening my eyes slowly, looking around slowly. wanting everything is fine. Luckily, i fall back to sleep again.

The next time i open my eyes was already 9+am. time to wake up. time to get moving.

Being back in uni make me miss home so much more. I do not really want to continue doing fell time here. its just too pressuring myself. I know this will be the shortest stint here. but i had been asked for a favor. to help develop a new device. which only i used before. What should i say? should i continue to do it? my field is totally nothing to do with this, but the expirence will be something useful in the future.

So, what should i say?

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

So Happen?

so happen, I just got up from my 30 min nap then try out the computer, and there i was online!!! Cool right?

Tmr is my final paper. then is time to rush back to join my friends in competition. Now they are all in the stadium, looking at others robot. since yesterday i been trying to keep in contact with my team on the progress. and it seem the team that we are worry of is still very strong. They might be faster then my team.

Never the less, is not the time to be scare now, i am really eager to challenge them now. i know my team is as well prepare as it could be. Although not faster, but well prepare at least. Hopefully this will be the time we are going to be champion again.

Back here, i am more ready to be in KL now compare then being in my room, with the roommate i been talking about. I got up quite early today, pack my things and finish doing by 9am. Only the wash cloths are still not pack. and by 2pm all was in the beg and went for a short nap. Then i notice i was able to get on the internet.

So what else to do but to share it. Today i kind of hot. i had shower twice already. maybe going for a third soon. Hope to be going back KL soon^^. Miss all of u there.