For the pass month. i was on my robocon mission again. but this time as a senior.
But so far, i am such a burden to the others. u have not develope much for the team.
I have been lazy to start moving
I always hope that someone else will do things for me.
I take things too simple.
I kill others idea.
I online too much.
I wanted to stay back with my course mate too much.
I wanted to relax more.
I though there were a lot of time.
I have no inspiration.
I wanted to stop.
I want to be back home.
I hate to be myself.
I want people to talk to.
Its been a long time i have not been home. I want to go back v v much. There is too much things to put it down for me to just go back.
i have not been studying, not been doing my work, not been concentrating in class, not been doing anything.
I want to be away from things, be back home, be around my family n friends.
time here is getting harder n harder. There is nothing such as enjoying life here.
i don't like to be pressure, i don't want to feel pressure. I really want to enjoy life.
With robocon, outside work life, n time at class. Nothing is at a right place now.
I wish i can get a compremise with all the things. Next up will be final examination and holiday on robocon.
I wont be back home much again. i feel sorry to my family and my sweetheart. I want to be going back. but at the mean time, there is other things i have to commit to.
I promise i'll go home. I will go back. I miss home
